January 12, 2009
Divorce is messy business. Everything is your life gets twisted to meet the other person’s story about how things were. Even this blog about trying to improve myself has been used against me.
Until things are final, I am not saying how I feel about what has happened or what is being done to me. Soon, I’ll be taking the posts history down, I thought I’d give her lawyers some extra time to make copies and distort the truth a little more.
I’ve re-named this blog, begining the third half of my life. (For my wife’s lawyer, yes I know that a half is 2 sections, that is what makes the title funny, RE: Click and Clack) The first half of my life was everything before becoming a dad, the second half is being a dad, the third half is being a divorced dad.
I only want what is best for my son. I keep hoping that life is fair somehow. It doesn’t seem that way right now.
October 23, 2008
O.K. I’m a couple of days back into eating high protein/super low carb. And I’m on my 4th day of working out and my 4th day of Wii Fit. So, the fact that I feel great and I’m loosing weight is probably not all Wii, but it’s a great motivator.
This Blog has worked out great as a way to share with the few of you out there that are either concerned with my health or wanting to gain insight and motivation from reading my post. But the simplest thing really made a change for me, a chart. Every time I step on the Fit, I do a body test. At the end it shows me my BMI and weight then it put it in a simple graph. To see 4 days of steady decline is much more exciting than the actual number on the scale.
I’m not complaining about getting back down to a 20lbs loss, in fact I may start the blog titles with -20lbs or the total lost so far instead of how much I weigh now. Yes, as I’m typing I’m thinking, “this is a good idea, track the weight loos, the the amount to loose.” I don’t know if one way is emotionally better or not. Owning up to my weight was a big thing for me. Putting it on a website for the world to see that I was 280lbs was kinda tough. Even the fattest man love to brag about loosing 5lbs. OK going to change the title now.